You said it yourself, “This isn’t me.” I couldn’t agree more. So take a look at yourself. Are you happy with what you’re becoming? If the answer’s yes, then by all means, keep it up. No? Do something about it. Ultimately, the decision is up to you. There comes a point where you either have to accept what’s going on or take action because you don’t want to be that person. You can’t dwell on it forever. I can only say or do so much to help. Am I worried for us? A little bit. Worried for you? A whole fuckin’ lot.